Well… Might as well just write this.

You guys have been amazing. I don’t regret joining tumblr. I’ve met some amazing people here and the sweetest of sweet!

You guys have been cheering me up ever since this whole cancer problem started.

I just wanted to say thank you…It means a lot to me. 

I don’t really have much time apparently.

And I don’t know when anything will happen but I’m writing this just in case I never come back…

I seriously love you guys.

I hope you all have amazing lives <3 And don’t let anyone or anything bring you down.

                                                        Love,

                                                            Jayson 

2pgil-bro:

Work has been killing me… It’s like working with middle school children. I may just quit and help mom run her shop. And then I got a call from my dad and he tells me that my brother has cancer and they can’t do anything for him. Things aren’t going the way I planned them to be. I wish I could help if they were here in the US…

i’m just gonna sit here and eat my ice cream while I try my best not to cry. 

Ich sagte Ihnen, ich werde in Ordnung sein…

But I really can’t control myself. I can’t stop crying no matter how hard I try. The best I can do is stop for an hour or 2 the most then I start going into deep thought and begin to cry again… I don’t wanna leave my friends and family yet… There’s so many things I still want to do…

It’s been a while since I’ve actually updated but yeah. Things haven’t been going well for me. We can’t afford hospital bills so I can’t get any hospital treatment sucks ass but whatever Haven’t had the strength to get on the laptop, the light kills me and gives me a bad head ache but my mom got me some pills to get rid of the head ache even if it’s for a lil bit.

RIGHT IN THE FEELS! DX

firecrackers-and-bamboo:

You are always important no matter what people say. You may think you are nothing but nothing is always something and something is everything. You don’t need anyone to judge you for who you are. You judge yourself, you know your flaws, your weaknesses and your strengths. You know yourself better than anyone in this World. Don’t let anyone bring you down for your looks or your beliefs or the way you, the way you act, ANYTHING. Love yourself for who you are because you are YOU. And there is only one of you, and you are special in every way. Who cares if you don’t fit in with the crowd? Do you really wanna change to fit in with the people who judge you? Love yourself and the way you are. Ignore the bad judgments. Stay with those who love and support you, the ones that make you smile. Suicide…It’s never the answer, there is only one of you…And once you go… You will never come back. Think about all the people that love and care about you. You may think no one cares, but they do…More than you can imagine even the ones you never expected to care, CARE. And they want to see you everyday and they want to see you smile. 

You are someone’s reason to smile and keep living life to the fullest. Don’t forget that.

Hey you. Reading this, You look amazing today. Because you are you. And that’s all that matters. Go on smile! Your smile is beautiful! Even if you say it’s not. IT IS!

<3333

(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ ┻━┻ Campaign make a person happy: send this for the 10 tumblrs that you most admire, if you receive it 3 times or more consider yourself loved!

the-german-eyes:

prussenawesomeness:

the-german-eyes:

prussenawesomeness:

the-german-eyes:

prussenawesomeness:

Ludwig: prussenawesomeness: the-german-eyes: prussenawesomeness:…

prussenawesomeness:

the-german-eyes:

prussenawesomeness:

the-german-eyes:

prussenawesomeness:

the-german-eyes:

prussenawesomeness:

the-german-eyes:

prussenawesomeness:

the-german-eyes:

prussenawesomeness:

Ludwig:…

[He happily smirked then nodded] GUTT! I’ll get everything ready for us vhen you go to bed, kesese! [Rinses off the conditioner] There~ All clean heh heh! [Trying to ignore the pain from his wounds that started to hurt again] 

It seemed ludwig was getting taller each day since he was growing, soon it wouldn’t be long till e was full grown . Laughing a little as his brother rinsed his hair he gave a smile and nods as he steps out of the bath wraping the towel around him “Your turn bruder.”

H-huh? [He laughed then nodded] Ja~ [He looked at his brother then sighed happily knowing he was growing up but got sad as he knew Ludwig wouldn’t need his older brother if he grew up. He shoke his head then got into the bathtub trying to get the thoughts out of his head] A-ah! [His eyes widened as the cuts began to sting]

“Ah bruder vould you like me to get you some pain medication” he said this as he was drying his hair and looking at him knowing that he was hurting.

A-ah nein nein! I can handle this! [He said laughing as he tried to ignore the pain]

He blinked and nods at his brother, even though he knew he was in pain “Ah okay Bruder” he said as he dressed himself and yawned a little but stayed with his brother till he was done.

You know vhat bothers me? That they don’t care I have to take care of you and that I don’t vant to leave you… [He said as he cleaned himself] They are…ugh… May Gott have mercy on them…

thesupercoolamerican:

Presidents/American Leaders:

• president-jfkennedy; John F. Kennedy
• third-presidents-r-us; Thomas Jefferson
• mr-georgewashington; George Washington
• dontmesswithdubya; George W. Bush
• oldhonestabe; Abraham Lincoln
• sassy-gay-rick-santorum; Closet gay!Rick Santorum 
• fromfieldofroses; Franklin Delano Roosevelt
• thetheodoreroosevelt; Theodore Roosevelt
• dicksandchains.tumblr; Vice P. Dick Cheney
• ididnotsleepwiththatwoman; Bill Clinton
• brobama-care; Barack Obama
• bush-is-stupid; Al Gore
• presidentnewtgingrich ; Newt Gingrich
• thenotrealmittromneydiaries; Mitt Romney
• itsmichelebachmann; Michele Bachmann
• thatsantorumguy; Rick Santorum
• mr-huntsman; Jon Huntsman
• martha-jefferson; Martha Jefferson
• dr-benjamin-franklin; Benjamin Franklin
• adams-john-adams; John Adams

Other leaders/figures/etc:

• the-last-pharaoh; Cleopatra
• bismarktheboss; Otto von Bismark
• screwtheparliament; Winston Churchill
• caesarindacoloseum; Julius Caesar
• thepresidentisaspy; Vladmir Putin
• queenbessthesecond; Queen Elizabeth II
• makewayfortheduchess; Catherine Elizabeth Middleton (Duchess of Cambridge)
• il-botticello; Sandro Botticelli (Alessandro di Mariano Filipepi)
• michelangelo-b; Michelangelo
• il-rinascimento; Leonardo da Vinci
• pippadearestsister; Pippa Middleton
• alexanderisgr8; Alexander the Great
• der-alte-konig; Old Fritz
• the-wisdom-goddess; Athena
• goddess-de-amor; Aphrodite
• angeloffrance; Joan of Arc
• dancestothedrums; Onatha (Native America)